I hate grass.

Being different makes no difference.
July 6, 2008, 6:09 am
Filed under: Being different, Friends, God encountering, Love, New, Smile | Tags: , , , ,

Charles Evans Hughes
When we lose the right to be different, we lose the privilege to be free.

So,I was looking through good old deviant art and I found this picture.I really like it.It says be different.I was just thinking about what to post,and I thought I would like to post about this.I was just thinking about it like a few minutes ago and I read this quote a few minutes ago too and I thought about it and,its really true.I really agree on what he said.Its true that we lose our privilage to be free.How we try to ”fit in” that we forget who we are and what makes us special.I’ve been through the whole “fitting in” thing.

I tried and I completely forgot who I was.I was just trying to be someones Emily but not my own Emily.If you get what I mean.I did struggle through it and I just got so tired of trying to be someone else.It didn’t make me feel free.I didn’t make me comfortable and it didn’t make me,me.Sometimes,being different the way you are is a good thing.It makes you outstanding.Makes you look more like you.You dont have to be cool or funny or serious to fit in anywhere.You shouldn’t be someone else but you should be you.

I like hanging out with different people.Peoples differences makes people closer.Being different is a fantastic thing.Different people make the world more fun and colourful.It does say in the Bible how God made us in his own image.To me,thats the most greatest thing ever!I mean God took his time to create you and me in his own image.He didn’t steal it from famous artists,he didn’t steal it from deviant art,He created you and me in his OWN image and it is the best thing to know that God took time to create us.So,it makes no difference.He made us all the same.He loves us all the same.Theres no better and theres no worst.

You dont have to know alot of things to be cool.You dont have to follow someone else because you are already that someone else.You dont have to be pretty,thin,fat and whatever to be beautiful.You dont have to be rich or poor.You are what you think you are.I think everyone’s special and beautiful and cool and lame and funny and weird and whatever,but thats whats makes you,you!I think being you is most important.There might be people who dont really like you but thing is WHO CARES?!Who the heck cares what people think you and I are?I really wished I could shout who cares right now but I dont think my mum would like to wake up right now.=)

So,be different,because being different just makes people,people.It makes us,us.Eventhough we are not perfect,it doesn’t matter because God doesn’t care whether we’re perfect or not.Be special.Be you.

Losta different faces and love,


Being different is no difference.


July 4, 2008, 4:32 am
Filed under: Friends, Hugs, Lemonade, Love, Smile | Tags: , , , ,

So go ahead and ask her
For happy ever after
‘Cause nobody knows what’s coming
So why not take a chance on loving
Come on, pour the glass and tempt me
Either half-full or half-empty
‘Cause if it all comes down to flavor
The glass is tipping in my favor

Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!

Now take your time to answer me
For the beauty of romancing
Is to calm your trembling hand with mine
While begging love to fill your eyes
I can hardly breathe while waiting
To find out what your heart is saying
And as we’re swirling in this flavor
The world is tilting in our favor

Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!

I’ve got it made
Rest in the shade
And hold my love
While God above
Stirs wiith a spoon
We share the moon
Smile at the bees
More sugar please
He really loves us after all
We’re gonna need another straw!
We’re gonna need another straw!

Life gave me lemonade and I can’t imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I’m a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!

Dedicated to Ashley.I misss youuu!Call me somtime!Hahaha..This picture was taken by me on the computer.It was so funny talking to her.Hahaha *IN PAIN*!!HAHAHA!I miss you bestie!I dont care!I’m flying over!I loveeeee you!<3

A month.
June 28, 2008, 3:28 am
Filed under: family, Love, New, why | Tags: , , , , ,

Mum and Dad are leaving for Singapore soon and I dont feel at all happy or safe.I’m big now and honestly,I still do need my parents.We are not so sure when but its either going to be end of this week or next week.I dont want them to go.I dont want this to happen to my mom.I never wanted this.Shes staying there for a month or more.They only question in my head right now is,why?I’m not being very optimistic about her leaving because I shouldn’t be.Its going to cure her but shes leaving Brunei with my Dad.I might sound like a child right now but I tell you,If u were in my condition,your parents leaving you is not one of the best things in the world.

More work to do at home.More things are expected from me now I’m getting growing up.Examples and responsibilities need to be set right and right now,I dont know whether I can handle that.

Very emotional post I know but I find it good sharing it here.I never liked airports and goodbyes.




After camp.

All I can actually say about youth camp is..AMAZING!Its is amazing and was amazing and will always be amazing.I really appreciate my team.We make a funny bunch of people,from different background and personalities.We just some how clicked in a way.I had doubts about us and all when I first saw our team but in the ending we related to each other.Very easy I tell you to get along with my team.Very funny people.Just thinking about the silly things we did at camp makes me laugh out loud I tell you.

The discussions and devotions with the girls was very good.We were very open.It was good.Listening to everyones problems and their fears.It was good to hear from them.Haha..eventhough there were some very lame jokes here and there.It was funny!hahahah!!Char siew pau ;)!haha..So silly.I wish I didn’t do that.Tubbie!Haha..Its been great laughing with them.I can’t remember the last time I laughed sooo hard.:)

Worship was awesome.Our worship team was really good.:)The night and morning sessions were good.The ministry time was really good.It was so heart warming just to see people be at that moment with God.It was a good break to just block out all the things out there and just be there and just focus on God.I am very sure that God touched us all in different ways.I learned alot from camp.Things were not so rushed in this camp.We relaxed and we just took time to listen to God.It was such an awesome feeling to be at his presence.:):):):)

Man..I’m missing camp.So,new lives and a new journey.Up for another round anyone?Haha.Man, I wish I could go for another round of camp but I’m just to tired.haha!But there is always next year yes?Haha!Okay,so I’m not going to give alot of details.Want to know more?Come to youth camp.:)Hehehe..Youth camps great.

I’m missing it already.



Wesley,Shining,Jason,Jordine,John,Jia Chyi,Tubbie,Michelle,Isaac,Jessica,Barry and Emily.

Team one.:)